Wednesday 30 November 2011

People besides you

The Emancipation of Reenzy

Breathe, Let it go.
Its easier said than done, but after a period of repeating this phrase to myself, I must say that I am in a much better place. I had you up on a pedestal which was quite typical of me. The problem was never you, it was always me.
Don’t get me wrong, I loved you. I just never loved myself enough. A wise person once said “In order for you to love others, you must first love yourself”. So now i choose me. I choose to experience the most amazing love of all time. Loving Me.
I have grown alot since the girl that used to use relationships to get over relationships. I have grown alot from the girl who used to be in so much pain, who used to hurt herself; used to watch herself bleed for a taste of release from her crazy life. I have grown alot from that broken person. She is a distant memory.
You helped me get through some of that, and for that I will be eternally grateful. I have many regrets in my lifetime, but you will never be one of those. I cherish what we had and I will never forget you.
Now I must find my purpose, my new love and I are searching for meaning. She is so beautiful and I never stopped long enough to notice how amazing she truly is.
I am stronger than I thought I was. I don’t know what life has in store for me….but I am ready for Anything!

This is written by a friend of mine who has no idea how much i admire her. People look upon her and say she needs boundaries but i think she was born to fly [corny as it may sound] she is that type of person who knows who she is and what she stands for and at times i want to be like her but she keeps on reminding me 2b myself ...and i will [once i find myself]
Shout out to Kareena Gordon...unbroken



true boss!!