Slight RANDOM doodles in the world

• check out this article . And this is where my fear of being a professional comes from. No matter your field as you climb the ladder, as you become a media figure, a professor or doctor, as you become a leader in your field the ever famous saying becomes your motto chanted by others and never by you : 'You will be damned if you do and you certainly will be damned if you do not'. Yes I do have an opinion on what that little situation is all about and no I will not share. Guess to your hearts content
• My condolences to the family of the twins who died in the flood. No one is to be blamed not the children, not the security guards of their school, not the teachers, principal or administration, not their aunt/care giver but instead energy should be focused on the support of that mother and of that family. It is easier to use your frustration and fuel the blame train (<--ha so corny) but it is much more difficult to make good of it.
• My dance role model Ciara had her baby boy and named him Future. Its no big deal its her first son his fourth or fifth I'm not quite sure but it is her stamp on her favoured baby boy to show off her love of the boy's father
• Oh my gosh as a thought to be addict of Bones I find out that Bones is so far gone that there is an official B&B and TNT didn't let me know. I am fraught with emotions

signed: Chicky xoxo

Flow Mobay City Run 5K Walk

yalllll I am so nuff sometimes so yours truly has always wanted to participate in walks you know walking for a purpose and you know since the new year I have been on an autism walk and a breast cancer walk,all about building awareness and raising funds, all good things. Then came along Flow Mobay City Run 5K Walk and I completely unaware of the journey ahead signed up got my frineds to come with me, donned my gym wear, so called comfie sneakers, my 1710 race id and had my bottles of water at hand. To shorten the story 'me buss before me even start'

Below is a list of things to note from the run
1. We had to walk to meet up to walk. No more words are needed.
2. That gentleman in the spongebob pants, sir you slayed.
3. All the individuals who (regardless if you signed up to walk or run) actually ran all hats, caps, head pieces, head gears off to you.
4. Gatorade bag juice seriously though -__- the false hope you got when you swore it was an ordinary bag juice
5.All fit individuals hats off to you also
6. The barely there shorts and saggy booty meat was not well received.
7. Dear production team the next time you hold an event such as this 'skipping' needs to be an actual category 
8. The three gentlemen who played with gravity kudos to you and yes we are well aware that your wedgies were real (although you are probably used to it)
and lastly
9. Montego Bay really showed its 'good' colours and supported the great cause of raising funds  to support students in western Jamaica who face challenges with financing their tertiary education. That was well received.

pics stolen from my friend Caula

signed: Chicky xoxo

Dignified speed walking in life

Oh my good lord the astonishing and overwhelming relief that is to finally access my blog and be able to write! Let the church say hallelujah and amen yessss!
So updates I have finally finished my last exam to get this degree that may or may not have been a waste of time and money and I may or may not even receive the damn degree if I fail a particular course which I am worried about because I had to do a masters interview so I didn't study well enough and by the way I still didn't even get into the masters program but through it all let me tell you. I am so relieved (enter all the got damn synonyms for that word and you'll get a taste of what I'm feeling).
 Have you ever walked up the hill to Montego Bay High school extra fast because you know you are late for the early morning drama and you don't want to be late for devotion also so you basically run in your mind while trying to do dignified speed walking and you can feel the burn in your toes, thighs and throat and then when you finally step through the pearly gates you realize if you really had the option you would have just stayed home well that's exactly how i feel. The journey was hard and I was excited to finish but now.
 I whisper to the universe 'Can i please turn back' lol

Ha ha ha and no I'm not against race walking Olympians so don't even try to stir the pot

signed: Chicky xoxo

Dance Academy *sniff sniff*

Cue the tears through the smiles. Dance Academy is now coming to its last episode EVER and yes ofc as a fan I am sobbing my eyes out but I thought to myself why not do an entry something to have floating in the techno world that will remind the future that there once was an awesome Aussie show.

Fav things about Dance Academy
1. First off to top the list and it should the topper for all academy fans *drum roll* SAMMY. gosh I love him to death and yes his death left me emotional like none other
2.Abigail's shape. I most definitely hated it when she went through that eating disorder bit because I adored her shape. sigh those hips those calves Wes is a lucky guy
3.Christian and his angst.I am your wife in my head. that is all
4. When Miss Raine started dating. lolz it was so awkward and cute I loved it all
3. the Benster. you walked on a thin line for me sometimes I couldn't stand you other times I adored your sweet self


things that annoyed the bejeebes out of me 
1.Grace. explanation: your existence. granted there were some moments where I felt pity for you
2. Tara. I swear you and Grace fought for the most annoying title. Must you be so needy and simpering and that scene where you cried to Christian about Christian helllllooooo girl who has a bf crying to have another bf. Tara's head back meet my hand!
3. Saskia. that is all
4. Kat when she was dating Christian. as Tara would I have held that malice forever? yes you have my permission to bet the farm on it
5. Oliie. stop! you are not cute just stop please

the one thing that was in the middle of annoyance and being liked















And that is all when the last episode premiers I will ofc be watching it weeks later with a heavy heart
I will miss the routines and the costumes and the pointy shoes


Hope yall weekend is going fab and btw *singsong* I AM NOW 20 yay me bday was blah as usual but I am grateful that I have lived to see another year

signed: Chicky xoxo

50 random things about me!!

yes yes i've been away for a bit but i have yet to be consistent in the blogger world so *shrugs* it might be too much to expect any better plus i was away getting blessed by the loerd jesus. Baby girl here got an A in her Psychometrics course and you can be assured i was beyond worried about it. Anyhoodle lets get into it


BRING ON THE RANDOM!!!!

1. I'm a Libra or a Virgo i never really know because different horoscopes give me different signs
2. My favourite part of my body is back yes its kinda weird but i love smooth backs *shrugs* go figure
3. I'm a different person when conversing in person than when conversing otherwise
4. I have a potty mouth in my head I curse rarely out loud but I go at it in my head
5. I like talking about sex especially aspects that make people feel uncomfortable
6. I use to bite my nails up to 9th grade 
7. I like mangoes and the best mangoes are the ones that drip to your elbows and you have to lick it up (^.^)
8. I have 2 siblings and I'm the eldest. My mom calls us her 'quarter dozen'
9. I like talking about food but I do not eat a lot
10. I used to LOVE curry goat until i smelled a ram now I don't even eat it
11. I suck at dominoes yet I've played too often to even remember
12. I dance better when i'm comfortable
13. I believe lying to save feelings is okay or at least lying by omission is okay
14. I am a  Seventh day adventist
15. I prefer singing over preaching ALWAYS
16. I like PDA
17. I am a sucker for a good romance story
18. I read a lot of romance novels even the crappy ones
19. I like predictability yet I hate routine
20. I want to dye my hair olive green like kind of a green tint on black hair but that may never happen
21. Going to dance classes is a dream of mine
22. I hate cantaloupe
23. I hate jackfruit
24. I have a wonky sense of smell. I would say its fairly good but i cant smell things that are burning
25. I taste liquor or the assorted alcohol that my peers drink but you will never see me with a glass. OJ all day baby!!
26. oh yeah I love orange juice
27. I am afraid of broken glass
28. When I'm watching the tele I have to talk to the characters like I am there. I get really invested in every show I watch which is why I do not watch anime very much because those things always make me cry correction bawl
29. I tear up at almost everything on the tele. There is currently this cheerios ad on where the little boy is talking about his nana and I had to rush out of the room (granted i'm never gonna like cheerios)
30. I like to eat my cereal without milk
31. I wish I was closer to my extended family
32. I am not a regular young jamaican
33. I peel stuff very weirdly
34. I like airports
35. I LOVE accents and pick them up quite easily without meaning to
36. When I hear a song I like I'll have it on repeat for a couple of days and learn the lyrics then promptly forget about it when I find a new fav
37. I am addicted to yt
38. I love watching show reviews on yt
39. I like asian men (all tiny stigma aside yes yes the pun was intentional)
40. The only vegetables I like are lettuce, cucumber and string beans
41. I am a shy person
42. I get down and dirty like Christina Aguilera when I'm in my shower
43. I like to people watch
44. I love going to restaraunts but unfortunately I dont 
45. I call everybody 'love'
46. I get jealous easily
47. I'm 5'4
48. I love nicknames
49. I like making people smile and laugh
50. I'm hairy

Tadah!!!!! heights of randomness hope you guys enjoy and hmu with a bit of your randomness

signed: Chicky xoxo

Virginal just not Virgin

Dear Diary
well more like Dear Fan club
There are aspects in this lovely Jamaican culture that I just cannot stand. What is it that irks me so you ask well let the story begin.
I am a 19 year old female that is fairly attractive *fierce finger snap* and through out my years have only had one boyfriend and it wasn't even a serious one now unto the irk. Whyyy [yes the extra Ys mean the word has to last for more than a second] why oh why must people take it upon their self to become my therapist after hearing that. Once I tell them my romantic background they are all aghast [meanings are sometimes better than the actual word] correction they are all struck down by overwhelming shock and amazement. After which they proceed to either "get with me" or proclaim that i'm 'lame' or even both.
There are just times when I want to climb that fountain in the middle of town and raise my arms and say 'ITS ALL GRAVY MAN'...no I'm not waiting on anything special, no i'm not a forbidden apple for you to sink your teeth in and no no no I am  NOT joining a nunnery again i say 'ITS ALL GRAVY MAN' but yeah if i did that they would have me admitted and undergoing tests faster than i can say gravy lmao so for now i'll take to this forum and rant my little heart out.

Just give the hot momma over here a break please.Time will have her converting to the norm well not your norm. I am after all a husband, kids, house with the biggest bathroom EVER kind of gal ...so yeah thats a no go on the white fence i need the space for my mirror wall

hope yall are doing fantabulous btw

signed: Chicky xoxo

the Fosters on ABC fambam

Who is watching the Fosters?!!!
Since when is Jake T. Austin a hottie and isn't it unfair to women's ovaries everywhere that he looks like Wilmer Valderrama. I bet they are related,could be some cousins removed logistics. Anyhoodle this show is a cutesy, light watch it would have more weighed in more with me perhaps if I didn't live with both parents who were friends since secondary school but i can appreciate the dynamics. What I cant appreciate are the characters pissing me off.Firstly sweet sweet Marianna you are way too cute and too spoilt to be bawling about your best friend and your brother I expected you to use it for your own selfish goals highly disappointed. That aussie girl Maia playing Callie sit your ass down and tell us about Liam does it involve rape, drugs, and or murder and please directors for the love of all that is right do not copy PLL style you already started with the journal, and the teacher mom cooking test grades *deep sigh* as much as I love PLL its on-going secrecy complete with its twists and turns really is ruining it for any up coming fluff mystery show and yes you are fluff if you are not channelling 'the Following'. Props to the moms funny how I haven't heard the church rile up about it yet but hey church are riling up here and there down here in hot hot (too frikkin hot this summer) Jamaica. There was even a road march in Montego Bay against gays.

Back to the show if they let something happen to Jude (notice my iron will, I haven't made a crack at his name) I'm going to write a terse letter to executive director Jennifer Lopez they never do fail to mention that. Also notice how Jude is not in the picture smh
 so far 2/5 stars