Studying is definitely for the determined

okay so its 11:40 pm here and i'm sitting around the table trying to get some social psychology reading done ive been sitting here since 11:00 pm its official to say i now know zip nada zunca and all of those lovely equivalents to nothing. It is far too easy for me to be distracted first off youtube makeup and hair tuts, vlogs and hauls that have me jellin thank you very much for distracting me. Blogs yes they are at fault too i mean people write to be read right so i the kind human being that i am just took a little time off a little break to go and read every single thing possible lolz not to mention onread. com yes i had to complete my novel that i was reading squeal and sigh about it and ofc prepare to read a next one and last but not least these mosquitoes that are taking bets with each other on who can take the biggest chomps out of my legs.
it would have been much easier if i had just grabbed a cholesterol loaded snack and ended off to the living room to watch the tele..totally related i hear housewives of Atlanta are back!!!! i should have been watching it instead of trying and failing to study boo!

Absent in Fashion vs. Absent from fashion

Oh myy sweet baby corn it has been AGES since i've been on this thing well ofc i blame it on the fact that i dont have a camera and still dont yes woe is the poor man but Haute People encouraged me to come back. I miss the days when i came on believing i would change the world with a post not to mention the days i was hip to all trends.I need to get back to that. Again woe is the poor man only this time woe is the poor man going to school.
aah well lets get it on my advice for the day ....CHECK THIS PAGE OUT http://blackandkillingit.com/ yes you may click and be inspired.
Next my love its been a month strong now and well i'm dying for a pair as per usual
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The inner depths of Shade

there are times when i believe that i could sing a song for lovers to fall in love, do a painting that will rival the sun
but then i stop and i remember who i am
i am... not sure

i dont know if i am  wild child or gospel chanting if i am explosion of colors or just black and white  if i am style or plain jane if i will be remembered or if it matters that i wont
but then life forces me to stop and remember who i am

i am...not sure.

Daye

People besides you

The Emancipation of Reenzy

Breathe, Let it go.
Its easier said than done, but after a period of repeating this phrase to myself, I must say that I am in a much better place. I had you up on a pedestal which was quite typical of me. The problem was never you, it was always me.
Don’t get me wrong, I loved you. I just never loved myself enough. A wise person once said “In order for you to love others, you must first love yourself”. So now i choose me. I choose to experience the most amazing love of all time. Loving Me.
I have grown alot since the girl that used to use relationships to get over relationships. I have grown alot from the girl who used to be in so much pain, who used to hurt herself; used to watch herself bleed for a taste of release from her crazy life. I have grown alot from that broken person. She is a distant memory.
You helped me get through some of that, and for that I will be eternally grateful. I have many regrets in my lifetime, but you will never be one of those. I cherish what we had and I will never forget you.
Now I must find my purpose, my new love and I are searching for meaning. She is so beautiful and I never stopped long enough to notice how amazing she truly is.
I am stronger than I thought I was. I don’t know what life has in store for me….but I am ready for Anything!

This is written by a friend of mine who has no idea how much i admire her. People look upon her and say she needs boundaries but i think she was born to fly [corny as it may sound] she is that type of person who knows who she is and what she stands for and at times i want to be like her but she keeps on reminding me 2b myself ...and i will [once i find myself]
Shout out to Kareena Gordon...unbroken



true boss!!